Just..

Heavy rain today...
Same as in my heart..
Unknown reason...Just scary and scary..
Make me moody again..

Fine..
Today..
Is not a GOOD DAY for me..
I afraid to school..With the truly meaning is..
I unlike this school..some people..
some places..some moment...
I hope..I can leave here...
I know no one need me..
Nothing gonna change if there have me or din..

Out distance from
normal > close > far > normal > close > far far away....
Don't know when begin..
Argue is normal for us i think..
Maybe cause of her.....and many things..
Also because of a friend...

Our problem begin..
cause of her...cause of mine....cause of Ur's...
But now..i think is because of a friend...

Between he and me...
You always choose he than me..
I know..maybe u saw this..
u'll said that is I ask u to go beside he..
But why.....always..
I'm the alone and at the behind one..
because of a friend...

I'll less talk to u..
cause..u have he...
and i know he unlike me...
so..our distance more far away...
because of a friend...

The person...
u will first sent sms..
and first told the news..
is HE...I always the following...
why?..
because of a friend...

Always...
the friend that can make..
u smile or action without any thinking...
That always with u and also live near to u...
Is a friend...

No much to said...
I know the friend will view my blog..
and sure he reading by angryness...
I have nothing comment about it..
this is my unlucky life..what can i do?..
Just learn to act as normal...
I know the friend will think in his mind..
or scolding when reading my post...
said that I post this for make people focus on me..
..or even more evil he can said...
Or..he will use a simply name...
put at my chat box...and said many things..
or even scold me...I know that he is..

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Ms LKW:
I don't know who is the person that tell u..
the 'form5' at ur blog is me...I don't even view ur blog..
Until now....I just view once when u just open.....
and... so just find out who is it...
I know who done it....
But..as the person is my passed/now frd...
So...i dun think to measure or even said anything about that
person who 'view' at ur blog...
God will know at last who false and who true..
I won't said more about that...
If u still think is me...just continue thinking...
U said before..u know me more than other...
But..if a tiny thing between u and the person who unlike u..
also..u will think that I done this LAME ACTION to u...
I have nothing to said..
BECAUSE, what had said by u before..is just a LIE..
u DUN EVEN know about my attitude....
I'm not the person..I won't feel anything about it..
But just one thing i can tell u..
"YOU'RE CRASHING FRDSHIP BTW U N ME BY UR OWN HAND"
And...It WON'T be as good as last time...
Is just as a memory for our frdship...
continue thinking and tell other person that..
JESMAY SCOLD ME AT BLOG.....
see at last...who will get the punishment..
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People said..
You...suddenly action abnormal..
Is just...to hold on a heart that like u deeply before..
And make the heart continue and continue liking u.....
Today...heard something from u...
and...it keep..repeat repeat in my mind...
' Maybe...I'll have a X later also no one know....'
Can truly prove that...you already have Ur new target...
so...why still wan to hold on a heart that hurt deeply by u before..
and let it continue to always by Ur side..waiting u look at it...
and pushed far away by u when u don't even need it...

U have a target...
Can also prove by...ur message..
Dun hope to said..I don't wan argue after
u/someone of u saw my post now...
cause of..a things that u said as 'small things'...
I agree I'm sensitive...I had been said this word
when the first time i type blog...

Something i think serious...
is just as tiny as a ant in ur eye...
But..something i think is normal...
u'll take it and become our argue topic...
No one false...Is maybe we're not the right 'key'..

YOUR FRIEND..
is going to birthday party...
yea...happy for all of u....
But will u know......
what is the feeling when...
- as a rubbish and throw by someone...
- when everyone one u like them...but they laugh happily without u..
- everyone planning and chatting about that...and u're just be a listener..

~--WHY--~
Maybe I'm not part of them..*for sure I'm not
But why...everyone....is planning...or chatting about that..
And I...just the one who looking their plan happily without me...
The feeling is.....................
sorry for saying about this...
in the blog world...
ONLY
Is the true me..
Blog is my friend...
Blog is about myself..
Blog is about my emotion..
Blog is saving every moment that i had walked by..

'慢慢的把心里的他当回朋友吧...........
我知道这东西很不简单...........不过你也要尝试..........放下他.......'
'就用时间吧...........只要时间到了...........你自然就可以了...........'
'不用想将多的啦.....顺其自然....'
From Nicholas...Thanks...I know...
There are still my other lovely friend..always by my side...
Thanks a lot...But..can i do it?..
He keep ask me to try..I'm trying..

SeongHooi..
sorry for just now..
when u find me to chat..
and..I'm in bad mood..
i try..really try..
next time..won't like this..
I will make u smile~

HynN
'try to stop think that u're moody cause of he...
maybe u'll be more happier....'
Thanks...=*/

Just 'IKUT TAKDIR'....