D.U.N.O

Dunno o...
dunno...dunno o...

Huh...today keep say like tat...
Oh gosh~..
Who else can Noe it...
I also dunno...
Keep saying dunno dunno dunno..
What am i thinking
=.=
Than talk to gor gor...
He tell me more...n help me solve my problem..
He such a great gor gor..
he can see out that i have problem or unhappy or what..
than...he will 'save' me from the problem...thanks...
B Ur mui mui is most lucky for me...
myb other Ur mui mui also din lucky as me..
Huh...and he tell me that he was sorry coz of he n his Friend..
Cause my now...erm...thnk negative...
He say...ecually i have 'fans' but..
they like to play..
than play until the ppl so shy..
And like me also dun dare to say out..
Coz scare ppl laugh at he...
Than ...
He say Sorry to me...
Oh gosh...He make me..
Feel gam tong... his fault..
he tell me really feel sry abt me..
haiz...But this is my life...
Myb without what he done for me..
My life still goin on like this..
Whn tat time he say sorry..
omg...suddenly feel the eye "wet wet"..
Luckily ntg...coz finally noe...the problem..
But is not cause of me...
Is coz of wad their mouth say..
And make ppl shy to tell me their feeling~
~W.H.Y~

myb i must try to thnk other way...
Myb...i'm lucky...
My 1st..................
Still have...
can keep for feature he or wad..
Jst pure~~
Duno =.=

God..

Omg..Finally..
I did it!!!!....
Yes....i really done it..
Unbelievable...
I really dance all did fall down..
But..leg sooo pain >.<
Huh~..after tat keep take photo photo...
lols...memory mar^^
thn rush rush go bac hm thn go to support my sch..
S.J.K(C) Kg. Baru Ampang..
Yeah...thn sms meet mei qi them..
huh..we keep chat play take photo too^^..
Let i show 1 for u all^^

(Lols...i'm the camera gal^.^)
hahahahzzz....go Ghost house too^^
yao hao thm accompany me too..
Huh~~so dark in site thr=.=
wah....~~

kk...thats for 2day...^^
sleepy now...hehe....99~

Gonna have a Ballet Performance tommorow>.<

Huh...Ballet on point dance...
God..help me plz...scare....and and....my leg was sooooooooo pain...
Who else can help me pls....>.< style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"> sooooooooo pain.......
But if u saw that myb not nice...but...they pain too....
if for last time..i saw ppl dance not so well..
Myb will thnk that "why they wanna dance"
(bad hor>.<..sry la...last time really duno what is pain..) But for now.... I will thnk that they are great~ So pain still can do performance... Myb like me>.<>.<>.< class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">think still have about 20hour than..
i gonna stand by...huh..
can i do it?...sooo scare so pain..
T.T
really scare.....scare i cant do it...
Scare i will fall down when on point...what can i do?...
And 2mrw after performance..
i gonna go SJKC kg baru ampang....
Support my "mu xiao"~
hope i can rush go thr and meet my frd...
huh.....scare scare....
Tommorow support me kays...
At pandan indah yamaha sch....
In front of the store(last time fajar)..
Let me show u my ballet shouse>.<

T.T..ugly hor..paiseh..."xien chou" edi...>.<>

^^

♥Hahaha...lets talk abt some happy^^

i thnk r..the basketball take good luck than me(other than that 2 )....XD
after basketball compatition...looks like change my life...i'm not sooo sad edi... myb must say...no sad anymore~....muackss..so I LovE basketball so much~~....and hor...other than this...My "flower" mayb is coming on^^....Let my mind more open...more frd...more happiness....hahaha....And hor...@_@)(shy leh..)(swear dun hit me r...^^)...hahazzz....today hor....got ppl@_@...Help...erm...the person who...i "noE" last time hor....^^...do something(shh...secret..)....
Huh..say true...i wait he for do something long time...by year..huh...Finally,,,..he do something now..hope wont late la...^^thz...LOVE ANgle..,muackkkss^^

WoooHOO....

♥In love with basketball~

Omg...today are the FinaL...
Sure i go to support my 2 idol~~(no la...jst wanna c which team will win)
Around 7.45am i reach...lols..late le...
but they start frm 8.00am
Than."Piiippp....."
+G.A.M.E S.T.A.R.T+
wow...i choose a nice feng shui place..xixi...easy for sitting thr
frm hour to hour wont get sun burn again..
wow...so Great are them...
My 2 idol team..
one..Shine O V(if no wrong)...Woooooooo...
one more...Ball for Real 2.....ahhhhhhh.....
Support u 2 team..^^
Lols..since yesterday frm today i'm so high ..so happy..
Gonna sot liao..keep thnk basketball basketball n basketball...
haha..and for sure..today i more smart..
bring all 'ka chang' come..
small fan...tissue...water...cube(whn they rest or what can train XD)..
haha...jst forget bring popcorn(lolss..so sot la me..keep joking=.=)
than keep kan jeong...ask ppl add oil n say YES!!..XD
I also ask my frd help me take video than belanja she eatXD

Got once is my 2 idol compatition...T.T
duno wan to support which way..than i 2 aso support...
which whr in i also say YEAHH!!
hahaha....i hav many video abt 2 team of my idol teams....
frm 2 or 3 hp..and camera...
wow...but hor..i thnk cnt put at here..
hahaxx...got what i talking de voice...n shaking..paiseh~
Wow....!!!!!!!
I'm so HIGH........
How great they are....
Almost same the point...come on...come on...
haha...than all the day i'm at thr....
how enjoy ....ask John add oil...giv them water...
My Idol man~
And enjian team too...
wow..their member all good...
Can in manytime 3points ball...(frm far away throw the ball)
and they hav standard...waooo...if can let u all c the video
or u r at the park thr...
myb u will understand what i say@_@
Whn rest...they pratise ball..
Than a Will suddenly duno how the ball fly so fast...
Than...'Bom!!!...doink doink doink.....'
Kena me n my frd...T.T
so Pain..ouch>.<
So hard he throw the ball...wuu...
But i jst kena 'bom' bac..my frd cham...face...=.=
Until 1.00pm like that...almost finish..
wah...all of us so kan jeong...
They all so 'bok meng'..
Look scary...(>.<)
....than i gonna bac....
mum call...
hope enjian team win...coz john team myb 3/4..
than enjian myb 1/2...

Until nite about 10pm..
Only i noe the news...lolsss..late...nvm..
early thn other...
Result:
1st >> Ah Yun team
2nd >> Kok Sam team
3rd >>Enjian team*
4th >>Johnathon team*

Got 9 team there...
woooww...well done guys...
Support u all...u all done it vry good...
Huhhh~~first time feel like basketball vry much..
Really..hard to imagene the feeling...
haha///
thz for viewing..Gonna sot sot...^^

I ♥♥ "U"

Basketball..

huuuu!!such a great activity..

♥ it so much~

muackss....today sch hav basketball compatition..
than i feel boring if everyweek go chinese cls..than i always the latest one..so..today..
Hehe...I'm bad...i straight go to see basketball compatition...wow!!
really...so enjoy++ happy+++.....
Love it....
And some of them are SOO GreAt TekNik.....omg....they..i mean mayb 2 of them are my idol now!..
1st time like basketball so much...and saw they goin on their i\own way(their dreams..)...And they give me much of POWER...wao...i wanna be like them too...i Must...I can..I will..XD

Ecpeacially Enjian(erm..how to say..."zhou shou"state player)....he is full of energy...play with full of energy..and how great are he..if i din saw it...really hard to believe that he are sooo GREAT~....Support He^^Be his fans too(haha..dun hit me k..^^)

Than another one..i thnk is Johnathon...when his is playing the ball..In his mind..he jst thnk that..'we jst play k..dun b so serious...if lose also nvm...the most important is we do our best and get the memory.....' I heard whn he rest 5minute...he talk like tat to his group ppl...Like it^^(My 2nd idol~~@_@)....hahazz....

♥♥Love basketball

today..i can see all of them who join the compatiton...do their best...u all are great..even lose..that's a good expriren(dunno spell right or not>.<)...I saw my 'brother them all...many latihan everyday b4 compatition....some of tham almost sick...(oh..no..)They jst thnk abt basketball...but their own healthy they din tnk so much..(nxt time cnt like tat k...)...And...saw some...erm...hehe..secret..after i say thn giv ppl hit>.< (^<,^) haha....anyway...i really happy today.. Myb the sun burn me Huh~~dark edi..but....i feel happy....enjoy it..thn that more important for me than the skin>.<...XD...Skin i thnk i can 'magic' it....hehezz... After compatition...i bac wif rong yao...coz too late n kahoo cnt wait me til 5....thn..lolzz...his father drive motor come>.<...ahahhahhh...than..cham lo...i cnt liaoT.T Hahahahah......thn he keep say sry to me(nvm lar...)...than lend me unbrella..than i saw zhao jian,tik sang,tik bing(his brother..jst noe...^^),"gam yu lou"...and some of their frds..
Luckily meet them..thn they accompany me....go 7-11(up thr tat one) wait bus....than "gam yu lou n some frd bac 1st lo...XD..them 4 accompany me...wait a bus i thnk myb20-30minute..huh..they keep joke...play..like a kid..so QQ..look at them also fe el happy...hahazzz..

Than i saw this s a nice memory..than jst take pic by my hp....haha....natural pic...nice memory..
eccually in this pic..they really duno i m taking their photo..shhh...silent pls...XD

♥♥thz...all my frd...mayb sometimes we have some problem..but we can solve it too...and also make our friendship more longer ...and know each other...(hope u all dun mind r..coz really many different frd i thnk almost everyday i wanna thz...they really help me tooo much...they giv me that what other ppl hard to get it...they care me...they help me...they accompany me...and a lots..say also duno how to say..too much they done for me...thanks....so..mayb sometime happen what than prove what only i will write at blog how they care me or what~)

^^thz...u all..they sms me to pm too...but huh...today TOO HOT...or myb i get sun burn...went until whr felt get burn and hot...thn follow my mum walk pandan indah pm a while than bac....really so HOT!...hahaz....thz~

Finally..

Luckily..
thz..senior...
Myb u cnt see this blog..
but really thz..
And also my friend..
Espeacially Jia Hui..
T.h.a.n.k.s
really...u guys help me so much..
I thnk..now..
i can see more clearly my way..
'I will'
Thz...^^
My way have u guys accompany me..
I feel so safety..
Thanks..

Sorry for my family...

Why..
huh..after yesterday..
today another 'new' problem again..
Damn it..
About family...
of course my family treat me the bestest in my life..
I love they all soo much~..
But..what i done for them?..
YAya..my mum scold me correctly sometimes..
I'm a lazy n shit daughther...sorry mum...I dissapointed u again..
But i really feel so tired n tired..duno why..
myb abot this few week....i totally 'think too much' thn cause self hurt..thn at home..u can c my face is...totally no energy..no smile...so tired n more....sorry..today..u 'scold' me again..i know u noe myb this few weeek i m so unnormal..but u din scold me also..till today..mayb i totally let u sad or angry...thn..u tell me many things abt life..and let me feel that in this life i really need money...........I vry hope that can help u n dad get a job n help u all increase the money..or for myself..i know that i was use the more $ thn other brother...what i wan..u jst giv me give me giv me if u can..thz =*/ I'm diffenent from other rich girl...what i wan...i must thnk abt my family..thnk abt this thnk abt that....I'm not as lucky as them..but how??..this is my life...I MUSt going on...i wish i can...wish...i can change it....I wish I will...
What i can say now jst SORRY...What u tell me..i will rmb..i will change it..i will try to do my best..i will..i swear..i will help u...i will b a best daughter for u...I hope it...I CAN...

Hard to be happy

Why...
why why...
why why why....
I even cnt tell myself what was happening..
why i so moody?..can smile happily n suddenly change sad hurtly..
when i became like this?..
When i start to smile and almost keep silent for time to time...
What is all about this?...who else can tell me?
Even i also duno why like this..
SOME frd they noe little little bit abt me..they..wan me to..4get 'he'..
Are my problem came out bcz of 'he'...
Why he always let me dissapointed and i.........
Why....myb many guy i can choose..but...why..My heart choose 'he'?..
I dunwan...'he' change some part of me...but..why..
why...I cnt understand what was he thnking..
How was "Jesmay" in his heart...frd??...classmate??...sister??...or...whatelse..

Many this kind of problem follow me thins FEW WEEK..i felt i'm unnormal...but..cnt tell any1 else..coz they saw me smile happily but dint saw me hurt badly in my heart...*some1 asked me during this few week..but..i duno how to ans...sry...i duno how to tell u...

This few weeks..all this problem follow me 24hours...than what i do is..keep silent..n always sleep sleep and sleep..hope after i waked up another day..the world will change..The problem will go away...But..Does not...some times..myb whn i'm alone...whn i saw something/some1....or myb whn i try to close my eye go to sleep..this all problem will say hi to me again..

Duno all this problem will follow me til whn..1 mth??..1yr??...or more??..
What can i say..'i duno'.....why i b like this?..Should i hate it whn i noe who force me like tat??...I duno...

I just keep silent silet and silent...some senior saw me too..they will ask what happen to me...n what i say..ntg...and also try to tell joke..smile..be stupid...but..all i do it to let them dun worry wbt e..made them more felt that i have a seriuos problem...and super unnormal..haiz..

(what 'he' giv me...tell me..most is from the girl..i noe some little little part of my problem is coz of this)....i damn her..why..at first..is she hurt he...but...haiz....dun wanna talk abt this..i duno what happen to me...

seriously...guys..for now...i really hard to be happy like last time...
And also ** guys...pls dun ask me who is 'he'..who is she this kind of question....
Sry if what i say myb make u guy angry or what...dun ask me abt them...

Aquarius

Aquarius
>>Like make many friends..

>>A person who have own style and special idea..no body can guess or copy what they do..

>>For family..their family will feel that a person who are aquarius was look friend important than family..But for aquarius own..NOT..They trade family are the most good...

>>Nobody can understanding them...their mind or whatever their think are always change and change and change..If you wanna know more about them..try to talk to them..you will surprice if you talk with them..

>>*Whn u feel that they r unnormal/different with normal..i can tell you..is the time for u to care them..they will say..2N...No even Nothing...some of them mayb like that(sometimes)...they hope u can continue to ask/care abt them..dun jst they say ntg or no..thn u just leave off..thts NOT A GOOD FRIEND...But mayb sometimes..what u ask..or after u ask many time..they also dun answer/keep try change topic..or maybe looks or feel they angry..u better dun keeep ask..wait mayb til sometime/suitable time u feel that can ask only try to know them..if not..**maybe u should prepare to say bye bye to friendship between u n the aquarius...and i thnk the most important to let u guys know..aquarius ppl will help u whn u sad,angry or whatever...but~less n less ppl will help them...and mayb coz of whn they r unhappy..they will not tell anyone n even din show on their face..jst theirself know..so..if u hav a aquarius as good frd or what...*rmb...must CARE them VRY WELL...n use ur HEART try to thnk n feel what...why..n when..they like this?..thn myb u will get the problem...

>>some aquarius(i thnk most is girl)...when what u say 1st time...myb like u say'i dunwan to go**'....thn myb they will say 'why?..go la..go la'..but u dun even hear what they say..they ask u to go is hope u can hav fun or even accompany them or what..coz aquarius HATE LONELY...whn they wish u to hav fun or accompany them..i thnk..u r the lucky 1..coz..u r the only one myb they hope can hav fun or accompany..what matter aso u r the 1st person they wish to find...BUT...if u 1st time din hear 2nd time di hear 3rd time din hear.........FINE..they will 4get u..n myb the 'place' u in their heart will drop~..

>>Aquarius Hate those ppl whom try to copy or stold their idea...those ppl who hurt their frd(who try to say bad things or wadever try to hurt their frd..if they can..i thnk they will b the 1st one punish u>.<..coz in their heart...myb GOOD FRD are the 2nd one )...'grap' their frd(but..if the frd wish to giv thm 'grap' thn..bye bye..aquarius ppl will duno u anymore...)...N n...unlike ppl disturd them or keep 'stick' on them..omg..for me(aquarius)....super unlike..So 'sticky' man~...n if they dun wish 2 see u or even talk to u...(u will know if u hav some aquarius's frd unlike u...) huh..i thnk mayb got more and more and more about aquarius..I'm one of them too..know what they think..n also..hope r..'someppl' understand....all written by myself..need to thnk n thnk..and sry coz of my poor poor english...If u all wanna know more about aquarius..can ask me..if i know..sure i will tell u~
Anyway..thz for looking^^

continue updateing the photo=.=

HoHoHo...merry christmas~Drive properly o..dun look at me^^
hehe^^
lol...so lame right XD
ntg to do marh..
today are...suangXD..
but miss my busT.T
thn how?...luckily got frd..thn Zahin accompany me..
And 'belanja' my money bac by taxi(4get brong money)..But i dunwan..
How can i like that...so bad nar>.< style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">LRT Cempaka leh...my leg>.< style="font-size:85%;">dunwanT.T ing)
hahaxx...Normal day lar^^
But feel abit happy..better thn...ermm someday...^^

Alone

Down Down Down....

No mood at all....mayb coz of...***
gonna crazy...
why always let me know that the thing i dunwan to noted..
why why why...A joke from the god?..or..Let me know how stupid i am..Let other people laugh and laugh and laugh at me..i hate this kind of life..please..let me know where the place that nobody know me and i also duno everybody..and i will go far away from here...nobody will sad about me..nobody will miss me..and i..go there going on my life..
Alone think..
Alone sad..alone going my life...
Alone take care of myself...alone and alone...

bye bye
Jesmay will go away silently..

LOL...=.=continue>>(i thnk i'm a computer stupid)

L.O.V.E my friend FOREVER~~~muackkss...I love u all~~~

lol...duno why myb i type too long thn cnt c the word(or mayb i duno how to use/stupid=.=)...i jst paste FOUR post about today...=.=...anyway..thz...

p/s:sorry r...my poor english...hope u all understand^^

=.=continue...I LOVE MY FRIEND

myb b4 stupid green shit make me HENG!!...but my 'brother' help me alot :']..thz..gam dong..zhao jian also lend his shirt for me..thz..kahoo n jin cheng 'accompany' me 'wet together...Zahin too~..thz for take care about me^^..

Continue~~...

1.00pm - 3.00pm
after 2hours in the bilik music hear abt pmr chinese talk..thn go MC wif kahoo n jin cheng..
Wahahahax...we chit-chat,gossip whatever until 4.30pm@@But ..really happy time..we 3 less got sooo long time to chat at all...whatever things also we chat..^^haha..good frd mar~what also nvm..only in front of them i can really say what i wanna say..think what i wanna think..say my feeling......I feel that i'm sooo lucky...thz..muakss^^
Than kahoo's mother fetch me n jin cheng go home..

!!!..^^

Last period..'green shit' n some of his 'shit gang' play water..(damn it)..thn make me wet...shit!!....

Keep play n play n play...errrggghhh!!!!..
thn i be ta han...straight scold he...damn it!!! unbelieve that i scold he until..wah@_@..
many ppl saw it..LOL=.=paiseh...i really unlike scold ppl..but hor..really=.=..Dun think wrong k..
but i really so HOT!!!....suddenly the water 'suckkksss' thn i wet at all...n i wearing baju kurung...wet at all!!How can i tahan he?!!
Thn kahoo,jin cheng n queenie all kena...kahoo straight go out..jin cheng lol..n me wif queenie cnt run..they keep run run run!..after that..some fa qiao gal at thr like act act like vry wei fong giv green shit poor...****..if wanna fa qiao go home la..Dun act act at there..at anywhr nobody like u k??..u just duno only..stupid!!
Zahin keep ask what matter :'l...thz~i noe u sayang me wanna help me..
than good lo...Me,kahoo n jin cheng so 'famous' edi..walk until whr everybody keep looking..So cham..i'm a girl..wearing baju kurung n wet too..=.=..luckily zhao jian change his shirt for me to close it..if not..all see dao liao..

April of 1..^^..

Wow~~
"wanna eat Kit kat chocolate??"...
Haha..today i keep talk this to my frd..^^
They noe today what day n no dare to trust what i say...hahahzz..
Only Jia Huey n some of thm duno...How Q are them n so funny^^(make me keep laugh at them..hahahahha)
Today also my 'brother' Jun Keong bday^^happy bday to you~...
Wanna see the chocolate..wait are..
Hehe..see?..i like it soo much..so cute n I'm a fans of chocolate too~


yum yum~~