GatsBy

I ♥♥ GatsBy =>

Today..i wear the old skirt...
Tie a pony tail hair...n take a normal bag...
Be a Good GirL^.^
Cause my teacher help me...
sure she wan some 'face'...so i must be a good student^^
Stupid suck smkpm...
last week said gantung those din tie nicely girl...
Today many ppl din come cause of that...
BUT...i heard teacher said we not yet receive black n white(letter)
We can't din come sch said cause of school gantung=.=''
WT..Last week said this today said different...
Luckily i'm not a part of them..But they so cham=*1
In the class....
Lolsss...REAlly goING the way To CRAzY
I sooo happy today...keep make stupid joke...
Act stupid.....talk stupid and stupid action..
hahahah...make Yen also be ta han me...
Laugh until@_@...stomach ace>.<
Hahahhhahahha...talk about basketball...
thn suddenly Mr Salleh passed by....
n Yen said that she saw Mr Salleh 'ball' shaking every step he walk...
*sry r....not really wanna laugh at Mr Salleh...
just coz of out 'laugh gas' Tooo much in our stomach...
Saw whatever also we joke than laugh until......
Suck BM teacher...'yu fa'(cantones)...Yuck she....
We do our own homework by din disturd when she teaching...
She keep our book away... WT...if din do homework sure we noisy..
She dunwan noisy too...do homework she keep away...=.='
PS drawing tat day that unnice paper get 38/50..T.T...
Add the 1st paper get 62....=.=''//better thn last time...
BUT i most like my chinese paper mark...^^...hohoh..
70% only lar...haha....but paper2 high mark...haha....
Bi n Bm writing paper too...hahaxx...i like writing..hehe.....
Yesterday father day just eat thn go shopping at Jusco...
..Cause mummy said no money must take it easy..hehe.....
nvm....love between family is enough^^..
I read pop always...n try to find out why their hair so nice...
abit like Big head small bodyXD...sooo cute..
My mum said me too have a fizikal body
n head as a Big head small body doll..
haha..hehe...how d u all feel?.. leave at chatbox if can..haha..



Than.....i got an idea..
Try to use Wax...Gatsby i prefer...
pop have SOme modal use too....so i just try it...
Than shop n look around...
OMG...found it^^
sooo happy....have many colour as
Pink Purple Blue Green Orange maybe..4get edi=.=''
Thn...got big G n small g...
isss cute...i wan alll^^..hahha....
Dunno which to choose...thn take purple..
Tik Bing use b4 bar....many ppl said ok...thn try la...
N i like purple too...hehe....nxt time finish only try other colour^^
haha...thn today take photo^^
I LOVE it sooo much...muack^@^

Like this one^.^..haha...new style..XD
..hp behind the BB g thn near the BaBa G..haha..

Lols...love Gatsby nar~~...some about me n G's secret..
^.^..hahaha

Lols....Lum Gatsby^.^....
Gatsby Facial paper..
Gatsby Oil Clear Sheet..
GatsbyBaba n BB....hahaxxx...
Gonna crazy lar me>.<
Hehe..not really take much photo..gagahhh..XD Lub G ediiiXD
K lar..hope u guy like..hehe...i'm enjoy~~ =P...
And and....1more...hahaxx... Lols...i learn cube since long long time...
hahax...but i thnk 1mth++ din touch...
and i not yet turn ALL done yet... Than...today boring n play it...
OMG....Finally..!!!!... I know and can Turn ALL edi..haha..
Just wan to learn turn all thn ok edi... sooo happy n happy...+ abit high..haha^.^

Kk.....GaGa(byebye)....hahaxx.....

BBQ day 20.06.2009

Wake at around 9+am..
after bath go steven corner wif family..
Duno why feel dunwan to eat...so just call egg..
N chin chai a roti tisu...
Saw many ppl loh...they myb other sch..
after ex at mpaj fell thn eat breakfast at here...
Thnk so much r me...really hope i can as them too..
ex almost every week wif frd~..healthy too...
but hard to find a gang i thnk....
Saw Tik Bing too=.=''...At here also can meet dao he>.<
But he din saw me just his frd as jin hui them...
after that only he msg me ask me...lols..
Father fetch mum to pasar..i at the car coz is abit raining..
Suddenly...DDOiiinnnKKKK...
Yes^.^..i know....coz my gang frd almost at taman muda ex everyweek...
n i sometimes follow me mum to here(pasar)..than..
nxt time i can come early here ask my mum drop me n i join them play ball^^
Yesss!!!..good idea...msg them...
Yao-sure can..haha..morning la together..
Jun-kk..can la...whn u let me noe...
Zhen-i see got who...ok de..haha...
Hong-ecually i hope play but sometimes lazy..can de u tell me..
CYC-see how 1st.....
n more of themmm....
huhuhhhh^^..soo happy..can join edi....mayb begin nxt week...
coz every month third week i got recycle activity...
anyone intrest...tell me k..hahahaha...For loving and saving our earth..^^
Receive TurtleGor msg..he said my ban ban(guinue pig) b daddy edi..
had 3 small cutie...ask me visit my ban ban when free...hhaha..
When go home i straight go his hse see my ban ban's child...
Omggg...how can it b soo cute..it just born less than 24 hour.....
Big eye...cute body..noe how to eat...cute action....
But my hp take pic not nice=.=''....so din take...aiya...really vry cute neh~


Night....
After ballet class...go swimming at aunt hse suria stonor....=P
Now only i noe the name.....near KLCC..i always take pic at thr....
upload whn i wan..hehe.....after swimming thn BBQ...
wowow...high la me....less pic...dunwan upload pic...just post up^^
With some aunt n cousin sister....she married n less see she...
Another dating lo....soo good~BBQ many things funny..
i dunno anything...XD..
Nice r whn BBQ at here..many delicios thing..
guard cute..system super high......
Aunt said nxt time will have again...
myb count down^^...thn i prefer bring frd nxt time...
heheeh...i thnk my mum giv..who wan tell me pls...haha..
Dunno what to said edi=.='''
Just feel happy...maybe cause of
morning we all can play basketball begin nxt week..hoorayyy!!
happy larrhh...hahaaaa...

K larr...soooooooooooooooooo late now=.='
Sleepy..hehe..gud nite..

19.06.2009

Gosh..

Dad n mum force me to go sch by bus>.<>..<>.<..b other ppl wife r not good!... When reach sch...saw Yen them...shit..they waiting at me>.< size="1">I noe maybe someone unlike or will angry but....thr r some reason...

Everyone come by my bus look at me....how dare me r...sry...
So..hope this the 1st n only last time....
Saw Ah Bo again=.='..hehe..he noe we wanna p..
go for play basketball...he ask us dun go to seraya sch...coz dangerous..
many student in our sch go there...he also hav a gang go p play ball^^
Good ex wad...teacher should allow... we just p for our health..dun hit me>.<

I wif 'brother'...some of them 1st time too...

We walk to thr...n...we keeep chit-chat...i n gor have some feel that.. today.....MAYBE will 'unlucky'...
we imagine maybe giv police catch or someone else mother=.=' Omg.....but...chat chat chat thn many joke... n we said must hav plan how...damn funny lur
...haha..... all the way..many ppl looking at us>.<>long pasar or shop...
JunKeong keeep said dun walk here dun walk thr..lolss.. coz he scare suddenly....DDooinkk!!...saw his mum.....luckily my mum at pandan indah..
All the way...
me,gor,JunKeong,ZhenQiang,CYC keeeep act stupid n said a lot of joke..
dunno how to saidXD...just laugh n laugh....
Yen n Yao was dating at thr^^sweet couple..
We reach taman muda....Omg...forget in this time..around 7/8am...
many aunty aunty at thr dancing jogging or what....OMg...
JunKeong n Yao abit scare...if saw their mum...thn we can die edi..
So...while those aunty aunty dancing we just lepak at the play ground..
and play the children things..XD..i sitting 'qian qiu'....
long time din play ediXD..dun said much...picture~~..hehe...
*use my suck hp..maybe not nice..

This was the playground...lols...

Gor said scare ppl noe he p coz wear sch pans..
soo i teach he make it short by joking...XD he really do it^^
hahaha..stupid gor gor...n the leg is...
the sweet couple lolss..XD
After maybe 20minute...
some part of dancing aunty back edi..
we only go put our thing bside the basketball fell there..
Heard those aunty said
'Why today din hav sch meh?..many student come here play ball de?..'
Keep look at us gossip gossip...lools...=.=''We r sesi petang cannot?..=O
Saw Ah Bo AgaIn..=.=''
We all just joke said...
'follow us for what?...go seraya la...wan grap fell wif us is it?..XD'
Than he saw me...said..
'Walao...cham lo cham lo...may huey also P r...cham lo....
neh neh...those ppl la...teach may huey b bad n learn p...neh neh...'
Haha...Say the true...i also dunno y i will follow them straight...
they invite me many time...but i dunwan too...this time....
>.< A gang of boy..i thnk is seraya sesi petang...play basketball too..
they use half....Gor them use half..play n play...
Just take some...coz hp take pic NOT NICE....

I wif Yen sitting n chat n sent by bluetooth only....
Suddenly..The gang of boy said that wan to play competition wif Gor them.. Wah..hoooray!!^.^..can see competition again...miss soo much..hahaa..
I n Yen just help them count their mark by sitting n taking tissue,umbrealla n
a book(coz hot n din hav fan...not read book rXD)
Than begin~~...but din take pic..too excited to see..XD
Those seraya...short n gor them tall=.=''
and failed many time but no ppl said...
just act ntg...lolsss''
they said wan 51 mark...wah...
dunno till whnXD...when gor them in ball
me n Yen CYC say yeah^^....
there seraya supporter keep look at us...
Dun hit me pls....coz their mark as
2-12....4-16....8-22....n more...din really rmb..
Till last wow!!!
51 vs 32...yeng man...gor they win!!!!!...
Yeahhhhhh....coz seraya just focus 1or2 of them only...
other not really noe how to play....Between hav many things..
Too long...lazy to write=P
After that....seraya boy back..leave us...
they 1 by 1 see who can in the most more ball wif Ah Bo..
He like a jurulatih whn they competitioning.....Not bad...
Hehe...but din take pic>.<...nvm....hehe...
than Ah Bo go work with his frd...we still at thr...
go back the playground thr sit...they all leg soo tired...
N...i take some pic..Shhhh...
^^ JunKeong bside me while sitting 'qian qiu'=P Seee..hahazzz...

Their pose...lolsss...sry r...just one pls...nice...normal action wad~
hehehee...like this one...XD...my leg...coz this pic i take
WHEN i was SWINGING ON THE 'QIU QIAN'..XD


See JunKeong alone..XD...after this pic..
they all go n sit at other side...keep jump n jump...OMG..
Vry funny...all of us laugh!!...JunKeong said his future 'new generation'
All 'kena' edi....die edi....pain till he....XD

They 3 r..the normal action funny...n i sit on the 'qiu qian'
keep take their picXD...see what ZhenQiang doin...
One look down one look up one act yang zai...XD
Joking r my frd^^...u all r cuteXD
Seee...they alll..lols..i din play...i'm the mature oneXD...jkjk...haha..
Gor them all r...keep 'kill each other future generation'...XD..hahahhah...

We go to basketball fell again..
they said wan teach me n Yeb play basketball...


>.<...there one pair here one pair back of me one pair too Where is my pair??...T.T...hahazz...
Likely Gastby^.^....
Begin teach us...last pic~

Thn i begin learn..hehe...ok la..not tooo hard to me^^
At 1st they wan go CC...
but me n some of them dunwan so they just follow us=*)
Go Pizza eat~we r the noisyXD..
many ppl look at us...we keep chit-chat laugh act stupid.......
We call one large n one small pizza...XD...6 sup n bread...
Walaoooo....really expensive r....
70++...>.<...money r....fly edi..
but all of us keeep count n count...how can it b sooo expensive...
N CYC tell us said....
'next time r...if we wanna eat...RMB...dunwan ear pizza edi..'
Is rite....>.<....maybe 2mth once..XD..
We walk back home...that time their sch end...saw many student saw us..
Looking at us=.='...Saw Tik Bing too...wahh..looks so heng r he=.=''
Then.....go 7-11...buy water....enter sch put bag some frd saw me...
they just said 'ehh.. u got come?..rr....u bad bad r...'XD
Go basketball fell ....saw sifu...accompany he go canteen...
than chat alot...about his life...his happiness...his mum....how he share it..
Wahhh...really my sifu...geng...less boy can talk their problem to mum...
I need to learn more from he^.^
Chinese class...finally saw CH n CB....
Miss them soo much=.='...coz always wif them...
suddenly din hav=.=''...feel different....
during chinese class lesson...saw nicholas...bad guy heXD
Chat a lot too in class..........
I feel I'm super noisy...go whr wif who sure i CHAT...
OMG...my chinese paper mark^^...haha...happy^.^...
End class....raining=.='...luckily i hav umbrealla...
Lend to ZhenQiang 1st...giv he n his gf 2gether...
Dunno why like to help n also see their couple 2gether...
But not all pair la....just SOME...hehe...
My umbrealla too small...can 2ppl..we hav 3ppl=.=
CB wanna b 'Lin Yu ZHong'...thn CH wif me....
Till half wan go back help 'Lin Yu Zhong'...
But he walk far away edi..CH follow too=.=
Me alone...nvm la...thn saw Ah Yun...
ask he wan me help to take umbrealla or not...
he just said..he was normal b 'Lin Yu Zhong'...aiyo..
i said will sick...he said normal thing for he edi...wah...
thn he lend my hp to call his father...
Now only i noe HE DUN HAV HP...wahhh..
when he tell me he dun hav...my mouth so big...
unbelieveble.....he so famous in playing basketball...
n geng sure his family giv he hp as a gift or wad de mar..
why dun hav=.='''....he was a nice guy...

Huhuu...aiyo..many thing to said..soo my post vry long...i notice it...paiseh r..hehe..

School....

HUh...
SInce last night..
THink that wanna follow Yen wif his bf P..
Or go to sch giv suck 'likely'geo teacher scold me...
CB tell me to go to sch..
Yen invite me join go P...
Hong sms me do what i like=.=...
I just do any action vry slow whn i wake up..
Cause i dunwan go to sch...But dun dare tell mum>.<.. Just feel lazy and dunwan see the 'likely' teacher... BUT... can't...mum keeep rush me=.=' Than finally daddy fetch me go sch wif 'black face'... Gosh...Yen they all waiting me=.='' But i still dunno wan follow or not... coz many teacher or student vry notice me=.='' If i din go sch sure teacher wan my letter... If i din go in..they will ask where r me coz they saw me=.= If i go...cham...if got police...lols...thn i die.. If i go...I will be a bub between Yen n his bf=.='' How?...go in or follow them both also not good T.T TTTringg~~.. saw JunKeong ask he wan go p or not... if he go i follow.....coz i din bring text book...din finish folio>.< straight=".="''" late="*(" student=".="..">.<>.<.....and look at me.... said'rmb r cut little bit infront of ur hair...' Huh~~..pass^^... Ecually Pn Santhi is a nice guy if u hear what she said... She din saw my skirt...=P Than...many ppl get catch....many and many ppl walk out coz get catch....and many teacher round n round check... Tik Bing get catch=.=....ntg wrong wad his hair...... Suckss....Ms Tan>.<....keep catch those ppl that din have anything wrong=.= Tie hair cnt...din tie cnt....clip up cnt....tb head aso cnt..... WT.....wad hair she wan...botak?.. But a malay botak she also catch said TOO FESYEN... Damn funny kay...Botak call TOO FESYEN...din tie call lion... Than what she wan??.....XD I n some frd still sitting at thr... Suddenly...Teacher Afrika keeep look at me n my frd... ask perfect thn point at few of us.....thn perfect come.....God... ..........I KENA ALREADY...........
Me n my frd get catch edi lor....
when i walk among there..many eye look and me..
and their face look like 'eh..why she kena?...ntg wrong wad..'
I know too...i din hav fesyen or what...
If said colour...mine is natural...
If said curl....mine is totally 100% natural too=.=
Than what wrong??...i got tie got pin r...
Pn Santhi also din call me out...suck Afrika...tot she nice...
thn....almost....60% people of chinese and student in this school kena....
WT...teacher said wan gantung......
Gantung la....almost all student of smkpm sure din come...
That time close school for gantung student la...
coz that time sure 30% of student come only~~...BIG New man that time!!
Fine....we all chat n chat...
'Likely' teacher F*ridah.....look so happy whn saw i kena..
damnnn....she said me hair too high...
HELLo....din tie said din tie...tie u too low cnt...too high cnt...
I short thn tie high lo..XDXD
How to tie u teach me la!...Thn she pull my hair ask me dun clip...
Stupid!!...din clip thn look messy>.<>.<......sister noe i get gantung look happr>.<... bad bad er sister...XD Suetee n Lina said the teacher stupid de..i agree^^... said i tie too high wor...stupid la Farida*!.... Pn Kamariyah enter class..i faster go back cls... huhh...thn do correction of science paper2.. suddenly my frd that go cut hair back to class n said that Pn Santhi wan to see me>.<.... OMG...i faster take out all the ring or what... I haven reach there saw many gal help their frd cuttting hair.. thn teacher call my name loudly...everyone look at me... CHamT.T....duno teacher wan scold me for what edi.. or buang sekolah??..>.< name=".="" me="P">.<...i keep talk n talk n talk... ChenWei sit beside me...chat lo...he ok la...just like sleepXD Than i'm so noisy keep talk...Pn Kamariyah said 'ehh..may huey ni bising la..bising lagi saya gunting rambut kame...' thn she laugh...i act cry..'wuuuwuuuwuu...tak nak cikgu..' Lolss...damn funny...they laugh...XD Recesss^^...tell CH what happen n how cute n how LC those teacher.. hehehee....Pn Santhi really sayang me r....what she do look like just for help me^^ ThANKS...=*) Pn Santhi and also cute Pn Kamariyah~~
After recess GG..
we slowly back class...^^
thn they all go library..
I just follow go...
CB,Joshua and ChenWei funny..
like a kid stupid=P
CH n HarnZhin dunno go whr edi=.='
out of the library only saw them...
In the library many ppl...
If din mistake..Ah BO(shine OV) class inside too..
so many ppl..n i felt that whn i go into library...
Ah Bo n many ppl look at me>.<....aiyoo...dunno why...maybe my hair.. No place sit CH CB sit at sofa bside teacher.. than we start chat joke act stupid..talk stupid..XD CH sit wif HarnZhin.. Lolss...CB said like king and queen.. CH=king....HZ=queen...XD funny lor...but HZ leng lui if he a girl^^ we 4 laugh lo...XD Than i kacao kacao...take library flower put on ppl head.. Play CH hairXD...normal he din let ppl touch his head.. haha...today unnormal...i keep play thn put flower... Very naughty lar me...kacao this play that n more... Luckily CH din angry or scold me... Sej teacher din come^^...no need take paper n pass up folio^^ Chat wif CB ,SengYao and ChenWei lor...stupid topic but liked by CB=) GEo period...WT....her class again...i unlike... thn...the one hour she teaching...i just do homework n chat quietly... Sure teacher call me...but i ans her question...so...she cnt scold me or what.. Sleep also...thn wake took a look at book or outside... CHenWei sleepingXD...CB too.. But Cb unlucky....teacher call he to ans.. we giv he the ans he still duno=.='' than stand up lo....me n ChenWei keep laugh n make joke of he^^.. CB like to laugh ChenWei whn teacher call he.. So...at last..teacher saw CB laugh ppl ask he to ans... But he more dunno...XDXD...me n ChenWei keep laugh n laugh...gosh...XD TRRIInnnggg!!.... straight out class back^^.. Lolsss...CH saw me thn act wanna hug me=.='' totally zadao....thn CB saw it'yer yer yer ...' and laugh at us>.< stupid="P..thn">.<... scold me abitT.T... bad CH hhuhhhh!...dunwan play ur hair..blekk.. Huh...much to said...maybe too long...nvm...I'm such talkafull... most important is... Thankss...the 2 teacher..and CB CH stupid memory..CHenWei,Gor,JT..... All make me feel today happy....or forget about those not good memory for tempolary...... T.H.A.N.K.S♥♥♥♥♥

痛...

Yesterday..stupid connection AGAIN...

I can't even online...So..can't post anything..

Maybe..sometimes...a person was in sad mood..

what were the person heard also a sad things..

As me..yesterday morning with Hong...

Than we chat..dunno what topic..

suddenly he said....

我们一起忘记明天..

Yes..is right...i must forget about tomorrow

how i gonna face u...how those ppl treat u...and more about unknown tmr..

And...when English period...

Heard form teacher said what..

'Anything will happen..dun think that won't....'

Yes...it will happen...but i dun dare to face it...I afraid to wait anymore...

And..yesterday what i heard who else said anything...

I just feel that...they're telling me something..or use what they said..

to tell myself...lie myself...that..by telling myself..

'see ppl also wan u forget about.........'

Today...went just awake..

1st time...the feeling of sad still following me 'overnight'..

and the 1st say Hi to me when i just open my eye...

Gosh...bus uncle saw me..

and said..'Hey...ur new look..

(cause i din go by bus on monday morning)..nice...nice change..

all new style new face.....blablabla....'

Yes..I'm new...style...face or even my 'cool face'..

BUT....why is my heart beat and mind was still the old and same as

last time....I wan NEW...

I have new look new style new bag new everything...

accept my stupid mind keeep think about those stupid thing....

I wan NEW MIND BRAIN or HEART...I dun mind forget all...

and start from the first....new begin..but...it can't...

And tears miss me sooo muchh...it like me very much.....

Maybe uncle feel that i'm unhappy or too quiet..

so he keep talk joke with me...i know that..thanks uncle...

REach school...Yen and his bf and other ppl...

saw my expression when i walk to class..

They ask me what matter...

Thanks guys...I have problem and u guys saw and care

about me...really thanks....but...the feeling of sad still stick on my mind..

Feel someone not really good mood on that time too...

I CAN LAUGH HAPPILY WHEN HAVE WHO ELSE THAT
ACCOMPANY ME...BUT...WHEN I WAS ALONE...THE FEELING WILL
COME BACK...I DUNNO WHY TOO..SERIOUSLY..THIS IS REAL...

BUT MAYBE....SOMEONE DUN BELIEVE...I'M NOTHING TO SAY....

I JUST NEED A CARE...NEED A PERSON TO KNOW ABOUT ME....THAT'S ALL..

Since that day....i know...

U're not mine...as JunHoe gor gor said..

Wishes u happy...as JunHoe gor gor said...

I can feel...u....are getting far and far from me...

U are from important slowly change into a stranger...

U are totally different world with me...

U are just a person who passed by me memory..

Feel hurt when i feel all this feeling that u gave me.......

U dunno...u near with me and also far with me...

There have many many many wall and trouble between us...

Is hard to solve it one by one...or maybe should say..

I'm tired...Sorry..I'm so tired....

I dunno what u thinking...some ppl said...........

I dunno at all...what i need to do now..is..

Just..Let go...forget and disappear and go far far away from u..

Asked sister last nite...if anywhere have a special or suitable sch for me..

I wan to change school...to some super serious rule school...

She ask me dun be stupid...am i?..

I dun think so...is good for EVERYONE...i know at sch...

some gang of girl..unlike me...heard they said that i have too much male friend...

fine..if like that and add with all this stupid sadness thing...

I think i just change school or go away...everyone will drink wain to celebrate

Me out of this school...they hope it soo much and sure very happy about this....

Few post before...i tell myself..last about...........

Can't...damn it....碰触到伤口..又痛了。。

I just wish to make it better....have a nice ending...

Why so hard.......i dunno how to said....

Just....hurt and pain....

cause...i feel that...

u're goin away from here to other way...

u change a lot...become scary...

u going to leave me alone...

Not care about me anymore...

u maybe going to her side...

u maybe always msg her...

u maybe keep miss her...

This time...

I just can tell myself...

I totally see the wrong person...

Totally wrong of what my action...

Totally hate myself now....

I have asked my other sister...

how to forget a person...

the ans is easy...my sister too...

same as me...HARD TO FORGET....

will more think about the guy..my sister said...

How?..I dunwan my life become like that...

Today...sch have a 'kempen'..for our gal..

and talk some about gal too....the ppl said...

this is normal during this age have some one......

and she just talk and her expression or what...

she acting like a gal when saw her 'mr right'...

she just said like

'..Dun look at me dun look at me......my heart keep jumping and jumping..'

so cute she acting and suddenly...i miss last time me sooooo much....

last time form1 stupid me...maybe ugly but happy...

I just stupid...and like a guy until sooooo sweet....

what she act to us just now...it carry my memory....

that is my most happy memory...and a beatiful ending...

I like that feel..i like that time...I Miss so much that time=(

I hope...all just begin from zero...let me like other ppl from the beginning...

Stupid...sweet...and damn funny memory...

last time...i was like this....i Miss those memory....

pls.....mind mind...let me forget all about now those sadness...

and...pull me back or give me back the feeling that...

stupid liking a people....Please=*(

I'm a person who dunno how to prove myself..

less confident(or should said i know i'm losing...so..
i won't do or ask something stupid thing to u.....)

BB JEsmay ...sch reopening=(

Yes..
photo copied from Duwei..
Like those pic...
normal action..feel picture..cute smile and more and more...
Sch reopening 1st day...
Feel....new life begin..
the feeling almost same as my 1st time on morning period=.=''

Just...maybe something else different...
Maybe i'm more mature=.='...Think More about it...Smile more.....more acting stupid...
Can i still.......post SOME of ....u know...sure have happiness and also sadness...
This is L.I.F.E.......some ppl...will feel happy...some ppl sad...and me....is MOODY...
Not really serious as few week before..but the feeling is still have...
At first it was nothing....keeepp laughing laughing n laughing wif 'brother' them...cause of the
'da tou tie' on that day....how they n me edit..how draw ppl face....n more.....Vry funny and sooooo stupid....happy that time....ZhaoJian paste our pic behind his hp =P.....like r...nice^^....
The whole pmp was as normal..just teacher keep giving exam paper>.<>.<.....gosh...dun laugh me pls... my bm 61..so lowT.T.....sc 44 tooT.T....giv me die pls.....haiz.....keep 44'sei sei'... sure die lur like that...>.<.... Until....erhhmmm.....just bell ring and.. can bac home...waiting frd...as normal.... but the road..was..'unnormal'...
why does * walk along here....last time * wnt like this...
Last time i hope * always walk along here...but...
no even one time * walk alomg here...
And today...* walk along here...
* saw me...n i just act ntg...look other way...bit me pls=*(
but...whn * passed by me...* just stand on thr...n said bye bye to me...
Omg....why r...why...it is pass......
dun redo again pls... it will remind me about last time MOODy time...
I unlike to thnk about..........please...let go...
dun treat me too good please...
it will totally change my mood on one day...
I'm happy whn 1st period..and sad after last period...
Will u guys think me as stupid...nvm...
I know nobody will give responce...
Just asking....haiz...
W.H.Y

BB Jesmay born 2nd day^^

HUh..finally..
I 'ngai' my mum for
sooooooo long time...
thn...she said..sure 100% last time b4
pmr exam..thn..
i cnt go out anymore =*(
BUT..I wnt regret..or
feel so bad or what..
Cause...
I HAVE MAKE THE MOST GOOD CHOICE
TO MYSELF^^
I know i wnt regret..
cause..go out wif me
a little part of
'stupid gang brother' XD
Celebrate ZhaoJian bday..stupid he^^
When haven awake..
receive Joshua,ZhaoJian n CB sms=.='
the hp keep vibrating...9.15am only...i wan sleep>.<
But they...make me awake..fine..so i just wake up early..
and mi mi mo mo prepair...
Qi come my hse too.. so i must clean upXD.....
Share photo time~ New born BB JEsmay..
=.=' really look like kid>.<

Me 'pull' Qi take picXD..show some..
if not she hit me after view my blogXD

Than...they sms me..
i still at home..XD....just pack only..
CB be ta han..call me..
ZhaoJian,Gor and Joshua
talk to meXD..said
'Woi..leng lui..whole world waiting for u r...
Many leng zai at here..faster come...'
=.='' and XD
2 expression..hahahaha..
they damn funny...hHAHAHAH..
I reach there...with really different style..
cause i wear simple..than a hat and a glasses...XD
they just surprise...look at me=.=
some said 'like other ppl'..
some said 'omg...'
and some said 'wahhh...'
hahahahah....stupid n funny expression^^
still waiting Jun Keong..=.=
they said he wax his hair no need comeXD
But..ZhaoJian...er...be ta han...
wan go to toilet edi>.< but LRT here din have...lolss...
thn train come..they just go 1st..
me n Qi wait JunKeongXD Long time din really chat with he.. whn he reached...we keeep chit chat chit chat.... We just meet at Hang Tuah station..
Go McD eat breakfast^^..
JunKeong so good..help me buy and pay for me..
they said he a rich guy today man^^..
(JunKeong.....my present??^^hehe.....)
We just chit chat laugh gossip ppl..and more........
really LOVE this kind of life....so funny..
whn gossip ppl....haha...i noe not gud..=P
Gor so tall..XD sg renovation....
there was so low the height that ppl went in..(for he)
I'm short..so feel just niceXD..1more cm he gonna knock his head..
sooo funny...one gang laugh at he..
and purposely walk there many timeXD
About time than we just go 6th floor..wee^^
I tell them that
after sing k...go take 'da tou tie'^^..
some wan some dunwan...heheeee...nvm..
i can with Qi 2 person take=P
In greenbox..lolsss..i went back the same k room=.=
same with last monday with sueteeXD....no. 21..
their voice espeacially ah Shen and gor...omg..
nice their voice..hehe...less girl there...
Yen and Qi shy..=.=...
than i start sing..they like LamFoong..
I like too^^..so..finally can sing.....
when turn LamFoong sure they all..
turn girl..me alone..XD..feel shy but happy^^..
JunKeong really soooo good r..take water to me too=P
When they sing k^^..i just upload SOME..
this is our memory what...some photo or what keep in heart^^



Here they are...
First ZhaoJian..he 'sao sing zai'..hehe
Catched some by meXD..nice?..
i like it...hehe...

BB JEsmay + ZHaoJian Monkey^^

Joshua + BB JEsmay

Stupid gor by BB JEsmay

BB JEsmay + Yen

In Greenbox..
TOilet~...wif Qi(some only^^)

Hhaha...Our SMILY faceXD...lolsss...maybe not nice..
But is smile and happy from heartXD...we keepp laugh n laugh..
JIanngggJJJiiang!!...BB JEsmay again=P

Omgg...they sing LamFoong song nice..
'Wu de hui yi bu shi wo de' lum..i love too..
Gu ji ji's 'geng gor gam kuk' nice....
And last 'Ni Feng 18'..'hou nian pi'...
Goshhh..i wan join them next timeXDXD
We go down...go take 'da tou tie'..
who wan take follow me plsXD..
thn they wan dunwan wan dunwan..
=.=i just change token decide to take 2ppl
de with Qi...hehe..thn choose le..
go in..use camera try some 1st..
.
thn....start^^..i n Qi..2ppl 2gether..
thn we decide take one personal de...
than...'wooooow...'
They all come in..and post...
what la>.<.....then they join all.. Qi give them 'push' out le=.=..
How geng they are....try imagine itXD.. damn funny that time...
hahahhaaa.. then..take le out this photo... heheehehhe...
I Most love the centre that one^^

Than..end...we just go Ding Ding..XD catched by me again but blur..at ts...
At Ding Ding..coz i mayb wan bac edi..
than take pic v them..shy@_@
Gor + BB JEsmay

JunKeong + BB JEsmay

Ah Shen + BB JEsmay

Than....we play drum...haha..
damn funny...
JunKeong vs Gor Gor
BB JEsmay vs Qi
hahahahahha....maybe long din play..
I so poor edi>.<.....JunKeong play till sweat..
hahah..thn i act like his fans....let he cold down..
stand at side 'kanbateh kambateh...' said...
XD and blek to gor...he so bad mar..
damn funny that time^^..
Than i wan back edi..cnt edi..
later if mum call i can go die edi..
tell them...so lum they..
said...ZhaoJian try once take a doll to me...
Lum r~~~...if he get JunKEong ask
me giv he a kiss=,='
hahahahahah....really q the doll..
but cnt get it =*)
hahaa....memory^^..they got try it thn is the bestXD
I quickly 'fly' to station there..they follow too...
really Love them...they said wan bac bac together..^^
touched that time...they so 'zhong shi'...me..
I like like this..come together back together...
Omg...is raining day out there...monorail sure bomm..
than..i MUST go bac..
dun care run in the rain..they accompany too...
OMG...they really r...good..=*>
than..we all wet together...^^
run and run and run.....feel happy=P
than reach LRT station..those
salesgal or boy or what...keep ask ppl
this and that...wan hp no wan name blablalba..
i straight go..but they all cnt..
after that..they tell me that they all use funny name...
lie hp no...XD..
In LRt...just out sound....hahahahaaa..
Chit chat...talk many and many...
almost all ppl look at us=P
Finally...home..i decide run..
JunKeong keeep ask me sit taxi..=*>
he really care 'brother' me r...touched^^
God save me^^
my parent all haven back home..
huh~~...i save frm dieXD..
LUCKY day man...
LUCKY luck gave by them..hehe..
LUCKY have them..
LUCKY they care me...
^^....
Forever brother....stupid gang 4evar