Eehhhkkmm...

Ms J..
Unlike it..
Please..'take away'..

Why re-happen again?
Why like that...
I hope many ppl join n eat together too...not only just with u
Why be with me so shame for u?..
I dun hope to recover my feeling now..
Yea..I'm angry...
Very angry...Why...
When in the moment i dun wan alone..
U GO FAR AWAY FROM ME...
Why...
at the moment of i truly need someone accompany..
That person sure not u?!..
I hope on that time...the person share anything is u..
But...
It doesn't happen before until now...
Fine....
U HAVE UR OWN LIFE..
i nothing to said about it...u have ur frd...
So...just leave me.....
and when i ask u...
sure u'll said...
'u have ur frd mah........neh..jt...tb...gs.......'
ALWAYS...u SAID LIKE THIS...
what can i said?...
Something else make me dun wan to talk to u..
Maybe this is my CHILDREN THINKING...whatever...sry
D''''''''''' again.....
Normal for me.....
Ur action will slowly change me step by step..
and maybe one day u will notice at me
by 'why/how can she change until like this?'
I dunno...
I think i am changing to be more cool...
More selfish..More evil...
More dissapear suddenly without telling u anything.....
U hope this happen?...i thnk nothing for u...
I'm there u normal..I'm not there u also STILL NORMAL..
nothing has change...
I dun hope to change until that...
But how?
Nobody care about me....
I'm loser...I'm ugly....no one need me...
So....who care how i change?...
So..i just continue being evil...
Continue eat more be super fat....thn die=)

Make me D..
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Yao Hao invite me to his hse eat..
but feel like...Yen go better...i....dunno how to said...
Than...half way..saw gor ao weng them...
i ask them weader..
How back or wad...they go to eat...
thn bac...but gor stay in sch FOR SOMEONE...
So..i ntg to said...
Unlucky....when i turn bac my bus was gone..Damn..
So..sit at there...talking wif classmate...
call mummy....than...saw gs...
He said 3.00pm only he go in to sch...
great...can accompany wait mummy until 2.00pm..
Even JiaHuey also busy about her frd thing...haiixx......
Can't accompany me...
At last...many frd go...stay...go...stay...
And i sitting at there n beside is gs....
He also dunno wad to do same as me.....
We sit at there wait his uncle take his hp here..
Saw LaLa people....hate smoke smell!
Gs said they're so.....'geli'........by texting in my hp msg for me..

Finally...his uncle reach at 1.30pm...=.=
half more hour i wanna bac edi...
Reach McD saw Gor again....
We call 2 Mc-Flurry Choc Conneto...rm10=.=
He gonna belanja me nxt week.....
Find a place at up stairs chat...*reminded me something n someone
Why he can accompany me..u can't?..rushing bac...do nothing?..
Fine....I dunwan later argue about this....just very D...
Gs do his own note...He is preparing to his pmr..
But...what i do?...thinking of those thing...I'm such a loser...
Than...i just enjoy my Ice-cream..looking around...
Damn...why all group around me is.........
what i hope..i can do like this with someone....

Table 1-a group with few person..doing revision,teaching each other..
(dunwan to see edi..later i D coz of can't like that with someone)

Table 2-a gang of boy..one is the basketball player in Pandan Indah sch..
they're very geng.....eatting and haveing fun...playing with their frd..
(again...i hope i can like this so much too...Damn..)

Table 3-few frd and also their parents eat together..chat...know each other...
(I hope my mum know someone mum too...coz..really wan to thanks to someone mum)

........Damn.............
Dunwan To See anymore...
ALL IS WHAT I WISH..
come out in true life...but..not happen on me..
I just b the 'side people'...i hate this feel...haixx.....
Why Why Why....
I'm a LOSER...

Take some pic of Gs hp..

(few more..upload when i can)


Still in not really good mood...
Fine..just treat it nothing...
Way walk to school..
Saw my Pandan Indah WG kaki gor..* the name I call he =)
Cause now day heard something about this gor..
He msg me few day before...Only i know..
he had stop studying...wad...so waste...
But..he wan to stop it..hope he'll back sch soon..
And...i heard from senior...my this gor had colour his hair...
Finally..i saw he today....
really accidently...I dun even know wil meet he at here..
Quiet ok......at least not as whole head colour or what...
we chat under sun in front SJK sch for few minute..=.=
He find his gf take bday..only i know today was his bday...
~HAPPY BDAY GOR~

Way to bac sch saw Mr R n suetmun them~
Back to school...
wait at bus stop ALONE too...
Saw my form2 de 'ji mui'(male)..
Cause last time they so naughty...now more mature..
Meet TikSang..YanTong them.....
Saw SY Gor..accidently too=.='
I really dunno they not yet bac...
Chat with he...he said wanna bac by my car=.=
He said he was so tired...so just fetch he bac home..
thanks mummy=)

*sry if i said anything hard to hear..I dun hope argue..sorry..

Ms J like...=)

Something nice to share..
stay tuned after 9.30pm..
Love my frd~
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A Video..
Edited by John(my basketball idol)..
Soo TOUcHED...
Nice video...
Sweet song.....
~Like~
'Liston to our story..'
'This may be our last chance..'
'Do u still remember our promise..'
'Even though i'm just a dream,but i'll always be there for you...'
1st time see final fantasy..
Heard many time before...dunno what is it..
Now...John edit this..add in track...
Feel nice...and sure have some fighting or what....
But..i think the theme is not about their fight or what...
Not much to said...Just share it at here..
Enjoy my friend...1st time i knew this kind of video~

Horrible..

(Noisy me many things to said~)
Just came back from sch just now..
Gor's mum ask mw MUST be careful..
when morning i waiting bus or whatever..
DUN ALONE..i hope too..

Gor's mum said..
In this morning...
True..
This morning..
happen a big cases near by my hse..
A 15+ age GIRL...
CHinese....wearing sch uniform..
HAD BEEN PULLED BY TWO MALAY IN A CAR...
OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
A SCARY cases are this..
and..near by my house.....
The girl keep scream and scream..
ppl saw..but when the time they walk down..
wanna help....the car was gone...
day was still dark...nobody saw the car no...
Just know 2 MALAY GUY..
SUck!!!!!!!!..
why did they do like that?!!..
Pls take this seriously guy....
MUST ALWAYS BE CAREFUL...
This news..maybe on tonight news paper or tomorrow paper...
OMG...until now still din find the girl...
Where are u?...
Hope u'll be alright..
I'll pray for u....
Please be ok...
u're almost same age as me...
Still have a long way to go...
Please...be ok....God save the girl please...
All of u too...
RMB TO BE CAREFUL....

Trial - I.N.G.....

I'm sit in front of comp..
thinking a title for my post-.-''
Cause..have many thing to share..
1-my sick..and the scary thelesimia..
2-my exam..OMG>.< 3-changes of me =)

Have 3 topic wanna post-.-''
Hmm..Maybe just skip some..
or dun upload pic...too muchhii..
As my sick>.<..
Sunday whole day stomach pain..fever incresing..blablabla..
keep lending down and sleep..and eat medicine...
I kinda hate the smell and the taste of MEDICINE..
I dun wan sick anymore..painfull>.<
And..i get the report...2ND time blood test...
Huhhh...my blood...

Trial ing... and i'm sicking..paining..and fainting-.-''
Seriously.....feel wanna vomit or faiting when exam..
gosh....luckily..i had prepare own small box of mentos...
So....that day after heard KH's mum said that...
I must always take some sweet with me...
than...since that day..i will rmb to bring sweet...
Thanks aunty =)...and i love sweet =P

My exam>.<...
1st day Bm & Pm...quiet normal for me..hehe..
2nd day Bi & Sc...Bi still ok...Sc...my class die deep deep-.-''
and i still rmb that..when exam-ing..
Mr Azlan(a Q teacher too..hahaxx...he hutang me a bday present and a meal..XD) enter my class...
Than..all of us..'yes..!'... and ask teacher how...ask here ask thr..
and his ans is...SAYA TAK TAU...lmao...XD...funny expression he have..
whole class chatting and asking when exam still goin on...
Mayang class Yeng!!^.^

A stupid me ans a stupid question on sc exam...
Is about form3 chapter4..i think every one know....
-.-''...The question ask as..
.......the process when female and male......is call......(question ask kind of this)
A.Fertilisation
B.Implantation
I choose B....than..after exam..Foo saw my paper...she laugh at me..
said how can i so funny...(i still dunno i'm wrong)...She said...the process call...
FERTILISATION...IMPLANTATION is for plant..Lollsss...Lmao...
really......=='..dunnoo how to said......But is true cause i din read book and..
LESS focus in chapter4...I'm a good student =)
Stupid me until myself also....=.='''

change..change..change...change??!//
Maybe..
ING....(still doing)
Just feel like...
maybe my sick and focus in exam..
also..wishes that from love love frd touches me deep deep..
Than..
Myself.begin.a.new.life.secretly.until.myself.dunno.too.but i dun wish without u
hhaaaxx...lie smily face?
Today only i notice...
Feeling was not much more hurt or sad..maybe just awhile..or just the moment when u show me this feeling
Maybe i'm really quit from there..would u follow me?i hope it
Feeling was not much care or think about it..maybe too hurt or pain..i'm scare
Maybe more things need me too=)
So...slowly.....I try my best...would u really wan to let me go?
Than..maybe after this..
Jesmay return be normal people or what again...*i not really hope this happen when i'm in front of u
I will miss those emo or sad also hurt time forever...i miss u
As my memory..cause..1st time...i become so chi xin =Xsecretly
For sure...i will very very miss..i promises bcz i have like u so much b4
because...I had...(past tense i think)hope it not=*(
I had so emo so hurt or sad moment...cause of something..Sry..i like u

T.S.O.P .E.H.T .E.D.I.S.N.I T.E.R.C.E.S
~T.I T.E.G U E.P.O.H~
fIND OUT~

Trial coming...

(at 1st wanna put his pic..after thinking..i think better dun..=)
Thanks for Mr. R's wishes...
Touched..
How can u so support me by my side...
thanks a lot~

For.. my friend..
(is true on what they said)..
Sorry.. Is just what can i said..
I know.. a word of SORRY..
can't even overcome anything..
But.. the kind of..
complicated unknown feeling..
was still in my heart..
I'M A L.O.S.E.R....
Loser who..
can't said the true..
dun dare to face it..
hurt people badly...
A piece of shit..hate myself..

Told u some of it..
Luckily...my mood was not..
totally bad or change on that time..
If not..
I'M DIEING IN MY TRIAL..

But..
now..mood was..
on a 'danger line'..
But..i think will be alright..

I had many thing to tell u..
But dunno how to said..
And u also..
Seems like keep...
run away or change topic
PURPOSELY from me...
What Can I Do?...
But is trial now..
PMR soon..
I hope between these few month..
The problem...between us..
Dun increase........
Hope just maybe disappear the problem..
or suddenly doiinnkkk...
all problem solve or fall into a river..
Lols...
How stupid of my mind thinking...
All the Best..

For all my friend who same age with me..
or Pmr year too...makkss..hehe..
add oil together....^.^
Pray for me~

Me leg wear..Lols..

While every form3 student..
was add oil-ing on their coming trial..
I'm doing a lame action>.<
Dunno..why..just feel wanna share something..
but i promises i will do my best^.^
Thanks for support and please support me...heheee...

Here was my LAME ACTION..
Taking photo of SOME OF MY SHOES..
Haha..Dun hit me>.<
Now..
Here is my Sport-shoes




This was draw by me last time..
Lols..but dun dare to wearXD
See from Left side

See from right side

When combine...other side draw by my aunt..XD


Other Kind of my shoes...

(I like to wear this when go shopXD)


(Summer shoesXD)


(Wear once be..Lols..)

Lady shoes..XD
Like it without reason..-.-
First time.....



Second time...




'Boot'...whatever..cause dunno how to spell-.-
From China fly to M'sia..XD




MOST like...
OMG~
Just bought not more than24hours..
Shining shining...and gold in colour..
makss makkss....dunno why 1st saw..
than so like it..turn back take a look..
than..it becomes mine =)




Still have...But
lazy to upload...
*IS JUST FOR SHARING..dun misunderstood..
I Love my mum and dad..
They love me so much..
what shoes..bag..shirt or what else..
Or maybe a Jamuan..or Prom whatever...
Whatever I wan...if they can..sure they will buy for me..
Muackkkss...Thanks..^@^
Hmm..maybe nxt time bag..
wakakaka....really very very lame person i am..
now only i know..-.-''
Hahxx...But..better than few day b4..
try to leave 'it' beside 1st..focus focus and focus
in my Trial...my math~~~~~~~~~..Please..god save me...


This year *p..
I will join wif my frd..
hehee..not much to said =X
until that day who have go will know..
Shoes i think sure i wear what i most like...
XD..support me support me support me..^.^

Kambateh!!...thanks...add oil together kayyss...

(Lazy put new pic..hehe)
Ms J Kambateh..
Mr K Kambateh...
Mr CB Kambateh...
hahaxxx...
Luck coming?..
Dunno..maybe just for awhile..

But...hope until end of my trial^.^
Today..quiet ok...
~~TOUCHED~~
Something happen..
Sweet sweet de..
And..Nuan Nuan de...
TQ...

Next mon trial..
today only i know what subject on Mon..
-.-
So...just wish myself good luck and all the best..
First time trial coming.....
Add Oil..to u^.^
Pray for me until my real PMR exam end up please...
U also.....but i think u can=)